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2009-08-22T00:44:00.000-07:00

Buy for me please? : > Sigh, my fault yet again. ) :

2009-08-11T04:46:00.000-07:00

Luv bf a whole lot ;) -- Post From My blackberry

2009-08-08T19:08:00.001-07:00

Test! Is it working?

Can't wait for it to arrive ;) -- Post From My iPhone

2009-07-31T23:23:00.000-07:00

The past few days have been pretty tiring. I realise i only have 10 weeks to my o's and i'm glad i finally hit reality. Talking the mrt has made me like think alot. School is always enjoyable. Friday was hilarious, the elit lesson and all the tap tap-ing. I'm working on my virtual family now! I think it is way better than sims. Went to meet b on friday too ;) Still going to ann siang and haji with fee and thongs. Dont know when though. But it'll be fun. Except for the part where i spend my money like water. Shootz. Promised hele and yingz that i wont shop for a month but obviously it hasn't been working. K nevermind. Next month k? Next month ;) B's probably at the doggy farm. I really want to get a puppy, but i'll miss arnold if that happens >: Maybe i shall get a silky terrier puppy? And name him arnold? Hehe then it'll just be like arnold #2. B wants to get either a yorkie, maltese or a miniature schnauzer! The schnauzer is so cute! See! The white one looks like shiro! ;) Just that shiro is bigger. Yorkies are also very cute! Maltese is also very cute! But i still like the silky terrier puppy. I miss arnold. Just now i started reading all my old blogs when i was in primary school and all. It was hilarious that i couldn't stop laughing. I think i was so childish! But it was really fun. Finished studying my chem and finally understood mole concept. Now gotta plan for my last 10 weeks, shootz. Talking to b later, yay ;) MONDAY BLUES

2009-07-05T20:01:00.001-07:00

I'm feeling kind of upset right now. Sigh so many things happened, and i'm so worried about my dear dear chris. I just hope that he's gonna be alright, and i miss him so. I just need some leverage right now, cuz there's about a hundred things going on and i cant sleep well knowing that he is ___. Maybe cuz i really just need to know he's alright right now. But i know he'll be okay, he's one of the strongest people i know and lets hope it stays that way. O levels chinese oral, please be kind to me.

2009-02-09T02:51:00.000-08:00

Life for sale

Hello i havent blogged for a long time. I rather like xanga alot now.
Its cute.

Esther's phone is so pretty!:D She G-MASKED IT! I really like the comics layout. Its so cute!:D Luvluvluv!

Yensy is so cute, haha luv her lots too:D She makes my day!

She learnt it from her friend kristen! Haha omg kids these days.

Anw, i was just browsing when i saw that robotninjas was selling ~~almost~~ the exact same dress that i bought from f21 a few months ago!:0

(pst, i was smsing you xoxotltl!)

CREDITS TO ROBOTNINJAS.LIVEJOURNAL.COM

It looks almost exactly the same right! K,bye!

2009-01-21T01:00:00.000-08:00

If you're happy and you know it clap your hands

We celebrated yq's birthday on friiiii!:D Hehe, it was so fun oh!:D I know this is so overdue! I koped it from helenana! I luv bff!:D

Hehe, bf! I found out that gives you hell is by all-american rejects. K, luv you!:D

2009-01-19T02:52:00.001-08:00

Hehe hi!:D
I'm using blogger and xanga at the same time now!:D
HAHAHA, cos i think xanga emoticons are soooo cute!
xanga.com/bluepirateship
to comment on xanga, scroll all the way down and click post a comment!

Will be updating both at the same time i think! LOL. Kk i;m tired ):
Hee love bf a whole lot!:D

2009-01-15T01:52:00.000-08:00

STRESSED FOR MY OLEVELS 248 DAYS LEFT I NEED TO STUDY SO DAMN HARD I WANNA GO INTO A GOOD SCHOOL DEAR GOD PLEASE LET MY GRADES TAKE PITY ON ME

2009-01-13T05:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday a clear horizon, now the clouds are rolling in it's disappeared,
The one thing that i've always believed in, it's strange how right now it all seems so unclear
I consult my soul and it tells me that it knows, there's no doubt one day i'm gonna fly
Gotta stand up, dust myself off, just for now, it's the end of the road

When something ends something begins, but now it's just the end of the road,
When someone loses someone wins, but now it's just the end of the road, don't get to fix it if it doesn't break,
But now it's just the end of the road, when you gotta leave it makes you wanna stay, i know it's the end of the road, it's the end of the road

One line can change a story, so sometimes let the line just be unsaid,
Pride only thinks about the glory, and just the right now and not the days ahead
I've held my breath, walked on shells hoped for the best, what the future holds, i don't know
I've gotta stand up, dust myself off, just for now, it's the end of the road

When something ends something begins, but now it's just the end of the road,
When someone loses someone wins, but now it's just the end of the road, don't get to fix it if it doesn't break,
But now it's just the end of the road, when you gotta leave it makes you wanna stay, I know it's the end of the road

I've been traveling, get the dust right off the windshield,
No one gets the road map to their life,
Cause life is so subjective, i'll take my pain and I wanna protect it,
Never blinds me always reminds me, there's so much more to see, at the end of the road

When something ends something begins, is this the end of the road, when someone loses someone wins, oh is this the end of the road
When something ends something begins, but now it's just the end of the road, when someone loses someone wins,
But now it's just the end of the road, don't get to fix it if it doesn't break, but now it's just the end of the road, when you gotta
leave it makes you wanna stay,
I know it's just the end of the road

2009-01-10T06:16:00.000-08:00

CCA FAIR TODAY, THEN WENT OUT WITH BFF!:D HEEHEE WE MUST GO BACK OFS AGAIN! THE SHOP WAS VERY SMALL, SO WE WERE OUT OF THERE IN 5 MINS. HAHAHA! STUPID PEOPLE KEEP PUSHING US AROUND! )< I STILL LOVE BFF!:D

I love jie too!:D He's growing up! I'm so proud of him, keke okay bb!:D

2009-01-04T04:19:00.000-08:00

Family Dinner:D

On friday had dinner with my cousins and all, cos sammo's going back soon ): Seems like she only came ytd. Anw, it was quite fun lah i guess. We were being stupid and all. But the food was really quite good. I liked the fish and the crispy noodles! TGIF, it was pretty good alright.

So yep, sch tmr! ): Well, i hate mondays, its the monday blues. Wish it was still holidays. But oh well! Bf is angry at me oh ): Dont me angry? I'm saw-reee!D: I love bf manymany!:DDD Okay, oh well. Let school be school! At least there's company:) K,bye!

2008-12-31T04:57:00.001-08:00

I need to go for surgery ):

Off to the hospital soon i guess. I hope i dont have to go. Stupid me.

2008-12-29T02:33:00.000-08:00

Camp today was quite fun i guess!:F
Went to sch at around 8 in the morning! Woke up late ): Bf called to wake me up! Hehehe. I love bf! Anw, went for camp! It was like some day camp, and it was pretty fun:D Hohos, enjoyed myself! We played charades(?) most of the time! I'm super tired, and i still wanna go down to thomson maybe tmr or something! Hohos, i really wanna get GG the dvd, but sch's starting! And there's no way that i can like still watch shows at home. But i really want to! Hehe:D K, bye!

2008-12-19T07:27:00.000-08:00

I'm weird.

Hiiiiiiiii:) I'm feeling really weird right now. I just feel like going up to everyone and say, hiiiii:) And purposely drag the iiiii. Isn't it weird? I know. I'm happy that christmas is coming! All the good things are coming!:D Yipeee. But i still hope to get lotsa presents! I'm going to get my asos cuff band! I'm sososososo excited! I really want my golden casio now too ): And and and i still want my dr.martens! Its time to go to shop outside. And stop sitting in front of my computer and buy stuff. I miss the kick out of buying things and then having to walk really far for it! But sam's coming back! And stephanie promised to come along, so hehehehe:) I'm kinda excited! And and! I have a hunch that i'm gonna see my bf reeeeeeeally soon!:D Yay. I still love my bf a whole lot becos he's cute and makes me happy!:)

I'm in sucha good mood that it scares me sometimes. I'm receiving presents almost everyday!:) My packages are coming almost all at once. So i'm in the festive mood now! Kekeke. This christmas is going to be awesome! Bye now:)

2008-12-17T07:41:00.000-08:00

Fun and games

Pictures, went out with yy. She's still super cute. HOHO. Went many places, and had fun. But i still miss my bf a whole lot! ):

Hahaha finally wasn't lazy to upload. I wish bf come home fasterrr! ): Waiting for bfff. Christmas season is coming sooon! I'm happy happy, and then sam's coming back soon! HAHAHA in 6 days. Christmas is in 8 days! I'm excited! The winter season is here:)

2008-12-14T00:08:00.001-08:00

Christmas season soon:D

Hello, this week has been pretty cool. I've not had much time to do many things, but maybe thats cos i've been really lazy. Went to many places this week. On our way to have lunch, yy said that she wanted to take pictures, LOL. It was so funny really. Then she started snapping pictures of me and everyone and her fan and her koala. Its so cute lah. There were alot of photos, but i'm lazy to upload all. Maybe next time:D

The next day, we went to united square to watch winx. Super funny, i'll compile the pictures and upload it soon i guess, if i'm not lazy:DDD Heh! Anwww, i havent spoken to bf in sosososososososososo long. Well maybe 3 days. I miss bf ): I've been sick these few days, dont know what happened man. But i'm feeling better now!:D I baked my own cake today! So happy. It was butter cake, and it turned out pretty alright, i really wanna bake chocolate cake soon:D

So many things happening soon!:D Sam's coming back in 9 days, and christmas is coming in 11 days!:D Hohohohos. Going to pick sam up with stephanie, if that lazy pig remembers! LOL! And i hope to see bf next weeeek:D I miss bf a whole lot ): Yay, i feel happy :) Christmas is finally coming! A new beginning:) Bye!:D

2008-12-07T07:46:00.000-08:00

I am happppppy

Today was confirmation! LOL. Everyone looked so pretty in their white dresses! Ha, pity you can only wear it once. Oh well, it was still kinda fun. Went there early cos there was some prep talk and met ap and gm. Goddd they are like adults trapped in teenagers body lah, talk talk talk! So noisyyyy. They laugh laugh laugh, dont know laugh at what some more. LOL. Anw, it was pretty cool:D

So far only got one group photo from jordana. So yep, will wait for the others to come. Yay, confirmation was v.fun. I know francine always says she loves our clique L-O-L! We're cool, hohos. I think i'm feeling sleepy now, good night.

2008-12-04T19:28:00.000-08:00

I was too bored to organise it really, LOL.

Blame the laziness, and besides i didn't bring my camera. These are all taken from handphone -.- HAHAHAHA. Anw, gotta finish my work! Going out tmr. Finally, civilisation!:D
Went to tonnes of places in tw, so there was like 100+ pictures, but oh well, these are the main points. LOL. My face was mostly -_- cos it was super cold! OMG. Okay, bye!:D

2008-12-03T19:07:00.001-08:00

Finally ready

Going for confirmation this sunday! Wow, its funny how i'm growing up so fast. LOL. I tell you, johan is super hilarious. His LOL has been changed to LUL. Slang for LOL. HAHAHA SUPER FUNNY. Anyway, back from taiwan. Pictures and presents!:D

Photobucket is f-ed up man. Oh well, then maybe another time, i'm lazy. HAH, okay bye!:D Update later.

2008-11-27T18:33:00.000-08:00

Managed to get internet connection!:D

Taiwan is pretty much alright, i guess. Its like being in an aircon room 24//7. The temperature goes from like 18degrees to 21 degrees. So i'm not freezing that much yet. Guess what, it turns pitch dark at about 6pm. Mummy says that we should've stay at singapore cos most of the time we're in the hotel room watching tv! LOL.

In taiwan, people all wear boots. And have on tights with prints on them, and many more. So hmm i guess i kinda look super alien. Called bf every night! And bought presents:D For my bf and my 2 cute friends! HAHAHA. Life's pretty easy going here. The baos are damn good?! And for the first day, i've been eating quite alot. Once we had to stand at the roadside and eat okay! It was super hilarious.

Okay, i'm going to the mountains now, bye!:D

I miss bf a whole lot! ):

2008-11-24T05:04:00.001-08:00

Finally fifteen

Just got back from camp yesterday, feeling v.tired. Celebrated my birthday at camp! Jordana bought me a birthday cake, and all of them sang me a birthday song!:D Thanks guys:D And i received presents too!~ Esther wrote me a letter and gave me milo! HAHAHA. She's sweet. And i got many birthday wishes! Thank you everyone, i think if i had to list out all, they would be too many to name, but i'll try. Had like 50+ people so thank you vvv.much!:D You made my birthday v.special.

Bf was so so sweet, he wished me at 12 midnight. And he got me a vvv.expensive present!:0 Next time dont spent so much lah bf, aft you no money! i love my bffffff!:D

Flying off tmr, so if you msg me i'll only see it on sunday aftnoon-night! I'll miss everyone:D Esp bf and my 2 weird crazy friends!:D When i come back, then i'll celebrate my birthday. Okay, thats it, bye!:D

2008-11-18T17:28:00.001-08:00

Hello, i'm bored.

I am bored now, so i guess i'll blog. This week has been a fairly good week, considering it just started. And so off to camp this friday. Going with krystal and probably francine. So i think we've got to find our way there, and its probably the most complicated place i've been to. And the best part is that you cant drive in -.- awesome, just what i needed. Haven't packed my bag for camp, because i have no idea what to bring! Can someone please tell me what we need to bring? And what we cant wear. I know you cant wear fbts, and anything thats 2 inches above the knee. We're going to be praying the whole 3 days i think. Oh well, what to do, its confirmation camp!

My birthday is on saturday, and pity, i cant celebrate it out. Well, consolation, i'll be able to celebrate it in church, with holy people. I mean that's probably going to be the holiest birthday i've ever had to date. So remember to wish me happy birthday okay:D Its on saturday, 22nd. Oh alright, then after camp, i'll be leaving for taiwan. So no break in between. Well actually there is. On the 24th, and nat told me its huilin's birthday, LOL! Well anyway, i'll be busy packing this afternoon. I'd better get started. Bye now!

2008-11-14T19:14:00.000-08:00

All communication devices taken away, still trying to get it back

Sorry that i couldn't return your calls bf, will call you and tell you when i have my phones back.
I'm sorry i made you sad, its my fault.
Please get well soon, love you.

2008-11-12T05:47:00.000-08:00

I AM HAPPY TODAY!

Happy 20th bf!:D I love you many many!:D
I am vvv.happy today, cos my 2 and only weird cute friends came overrr, yipee!:DDDD I love them to the max.
Tmr i'm meeting 1 of the cute weird friends:D
Meeting bf tmr toooo!:D
Yenyee was being vv.cute, and xy kept scaring her! stooopid girl, LOL!:D
Esther ate with me before i had to rush back to sch for cca, and then she picked up the stuff from dg.
Got so many things to do! And my birthday is coming:D Yay! I'm finally going to turn 15! Aft so longgggg! Some people alr going to turn 16 soon, and i'm still only fifteen.
So loser (-.-)

Hahahaha anyway, i'm happy today. I love having company!:D Esp. with my 2 cute weird friends and bffffff! Anyone want to accompany me? (:

2008-11-09T00:10:00.001-08:00

The grass is always greener on the other side

Hello, yes this week has been hectic and emotionally draining. Not retaining in sec.3, so i guess thats a good start. Anw, mummy came back and then kena scolded :/ So anw, everything's okay now i guess. Sigh i miss xy lah, stupid girl not coming to sch on monday. Esther's coming over to my place to get her hair done. Dont know when thou.

On saturday was supposed to go out with yq, helena and jh, but then it was cancelled. LOL. Oh well, there's always next time right! Anw yq and i still havent gone sentosa, let me know when, maybe we can go there for my birthday:D

Anw, saturday spent my time with daddy and then went to pick mummy up. So yep, it was overall, i guess pretty fufilling. And then today went for bf's match. Sat with huilin for really long then aft that we went to have lunch and everything. It was quite boring, but i guess the company was fun. She was nice lah:D Saw bf play, and he got injured! ): He was so stubborn dont want to apply creammm. So anw, left aft lunch cos mummy chased me home and i had to go for church, so yup. Headed home, feeling v.tired, but still doing my chem work. Going to church later, and i'm feeling vvv.sick. Cant wait for esther and xy to come over, bye now!

2008-10-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

FELL SICK TODAY,
I MISS BF ):

2008-10-29T04:45:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY BF!:D

Today is bf's 18th birthday!:D Went over to look for him, but i had really really bad gastric pain ): Really really bad one. And so, went to find bf. Met nat downstairs, and then went to buy some snacks. Ate kfc for lunch, and then watched telly. Hee trained all the way back home with bf. Gave bf his present!:D He'll open it up later.

I hope he likes it!:D I love bf alot. Goodbyeee!:D

2008-10-27T07:41:00.000-07:00

AM I CRAZY OR FALLING IN LOVE

These few days have been busy. Right now, i'm just pissed. I ordered a chanel bag online, and found it elsewhere cheaper! I'm like cursing my ass off. Shit man, i'm so so so pissed?! )<<<<<<< I want to shoot myself down. Why didn't i wait, i'm such a dumbass! Slap myself man. I just wasted $10! And i still gotta wait for it? I mean what shit is that. I'm am so so so stupid! Urg! )<
Fat bitch, why did you steal my bag! You're such a skduncdj )< I'm going to get my revenge i tell you! Urg! OMG. I feel like hitting her head man. But i'm more pissed at myself! Why didn't I be patient! Whats my bleddy problem! )< I tell you, i've learnt my lesson. Always search first. Urgh!

Oh sigh sigh sigh. I needa save money now then! Baby is super cute lah, he offered to pay me the $10! And even say give me $12 to make $2 profit! HAAHAHAHA. I love bf!:D

Teeter Boy says:
i give u $12? how about that?
Teeter Boy says:
$2 profit?
Teeter Boy says:
:D

Okay so he pay for my cab fare can alr:D Okay, fine i feel a whole lot better!:D But i feel bad that he use he own money pay me back ): One day when i'm rich, i pay you back okay! I made your present already!:D Your birthday is coming soon, you have to treat me eat nice foood!:D HEEE. I'm sucha hamburgur.

Anw, i spent sunday morning with isabelle! I was complaining abt that fat girl who stole my bag:D Hahahaha oh well, i really shouldn't spend money unwisely next time. Isabelle is going bag shopping with me soon! But i have no idea when:D HAHAHA.
Dear god, pls dont let me retain! ): Xy said that tsk said that i wasn't on the list, but i'm still so vvv.scared. I want to get promoted! ): If i do, that'll be the happiest day of my life. Taking chinese o's on the 5th, mrs goh said she wanted to talk to our class, oh boy. Anw, what is there to do? Nothing much. Just pray. Pray that mummy doesn't receive a call saying that i'll retain ): Dear god pleasepleaseplease.

Going to send daddy to the airport. And tmr need to report to sch at like 8.30, so i'm going at 8 for breakfast. Sigh, bugger. Hoping to not retain is what is bringing me to school. Ridiculous, i know. I'm such a stupid kid. Alright now, its time to get ready, bye!:D

2008-10-25T09:23:00.001-07:00

I LOVE BF!:D

2008-10-21T01:51:00.000-07:00

Magic

Ytd webcam-ed with bf, and then fell asleep! LOL. He looks like terrorist!:D HAHAHAHA. Anw, today was reflect day. Was really quite cool. We enjoyed ourselves. HAHAHAHA. Really very very meaningful to me, and so, xy and i might join the youth group! I think that i managed to 'dance' with my cute friends:D Recess was so-so. Many things, but oh well, what to do. If only. Then we'll.

Anw, no sch tmr!:D Yay, stay home with grandma and picking yy up from sch!:D Heehee yy is now watching winx club, so funny!:D Just now when she was climbing up the stairs, she said, i am climbing like a wu gui :D She's really cute!:D Going out with them tmr, yipee. Maybe going to the zoo!:D Alright, thats all for now, bye!:D

I love bf!:D

2008-10-20T06:01:00.000-07:00

Stay close dont go

Today went to sch! LD was okay, then aft that, xy accompanied me to amk hub! Met yq, and went to look see look see:D Yay! It was a good day! Aft my o's i'm going to go shopping! Xy is finding us jobs:D Yay. Aft that, mrt-ed all the way to find bf!:D He was so sweet, he bought me my favourite noodles!:D Then after that, stayed a while, then when bf had to go for jer's birthday, then i left too!:D Hee, talking to bf tonight! Ily!:D

Happy 2 years to yq&kp!:D

2008-10-18T08:38:00.000-07:00

Busy busy!

Today went for youth rally! And didn't manage to meet my bf today! ): Anw, pictures!:D

Today was fun!:D Tmr is RCIC, yipeee!:D

I LOVE BF!:D

2008-10-13T04:43:00.001-07:00

What a day!

Today went to sch for CCA. Then got scolded cos i infringed sch dress code. Ai, bad start to my day. Then aft that walked with xy to get a cab and then off to find bf!:D Btw, thanks xy for helping me!:D Bf cooked for me instant noodles! It was some korean noodles, really v.nice! I want to go and buy to cook at home:D

Stayed at bf's for a while, played cards. At first played uno, then aft that played poker. Bf gave in to me so that i'll win. Thank you (: I love bf!:D Was looking through some stuff, and i think i'm mad lah. I'm going to go bankrupt really. Okay, sch tmr. Results coming out tmr too. Sigh, wish me luck!

2008-10-12T04:32:00.000-07:00

I believe that we can make this into something that lasts

Today morning couldn't wake up, so rushed to church. Went for 9am mass stoned again msging krystal chng and bf, then went for RCIC!:D Yay, i love the kiddies. I tell you smth v.funny that happened. We were doing some exercise towards the end of the lesson. Then krystal and i did the thing together. Then brandon did with us. Then he's damn funny, every week ask me tell him ghost story -.- He's only 9 years old and alr so interested in ghost story! LOL. So then tell tell tell, then aft that.

Me: OMG, you didn't zip your pants -.-
Brandon: Really, help me zip.
Me: Wtfffffff no! Do it youself!

I told krystal and everyone else, my gawd! LOL. Then aft that his brother raphael ask me help him tie shoelace. So okay lah, help him. Cos no one want to help him, LOL! They are damn funny, cant believe that they're relateddd!

Yep, so i came home, and then didn't have lunch! ): And in the end just ate dinner only. Msged bf! Bf got hurt a few days ago ): So tmr most probably going to visit him!:D Yayyy. And then tuesday we'll get back test paper, my gosh doomsday! :/ Pray that i do okay! I dont want to retain ): I'm still saving for bf's birthday present! He thinks i print money! :0 LOL LOL LOL/

Watched the hills today. Hurhurhur, i totally wanna stay with my friends next time when i grow up! And everything! Anyone wants to stay with me?:D I'm such a dreamer. Yipee yayyy! Okay, going for church thing now, bye!:D

2008-10-11T04:19:00.000-07:00

Be my escape

Ytd was such a sad night, but i'm happy today:D I still love bf oh!:D Cant wait for tmr tmr tmr! Weee!:D Today went for cat class, and everything. Tuition sucked :/ And i still gotta pick my parcel from the post office. Stupid post office closes on sunday, and closes so early on weekdays. Pffft! So i guess i gotta collect it aft sch on monday!

This song is really nice:)

I love bf!:D

2008-10-08T06:56:00.000-07:00

Bf is cute ^^

Today spent the day with bf!:D Ate kfc, the bbq wings are vv.nice! I want to eat some more! I think i eat eat eat one day i'll explode. Bf was super cute today, LOL. Sleep sleep sleep, everyday slp until so late, pig!:D Played viwawa with bf. The memory game is most fun. Wanted to play sushido, but then didn't know how :/ So played chess and memory game! I need to make my wawa.
Then aft that headed home, and went for tuition! Tmr gotta go back to sch for cca. Wanna go back to fep soon :) got stuff i needa buy:D

Talking to bf later! ^^

2008-10-07T08:26:00.000-07:00

EOYS over!:D

Today had my elit, then aft that went to town with xy!

Town was really v.unproductive, went to novena before cabbing home. Cotton on was like havoc, brought in so many clothes try and then brought back out a stack of clothes. Bought cheapo stuff:D Cabbed home with xy, forgot to give her her currypuff. LOL. Anw tmr meeting bf!:D Woo, he's on his way home now, yay!

2008-10-06T06:26:00.000-07:00

Bf is catching goldfish ^^

Went out with wxzy today! Hahahaha, she so stupid one! She cannot make up her own mind, must think so long before buying! Heh heh:D

Cant believe tmr is the last paper oh!:D So excited. But now im kind of scared of the results! Anw, tmr xy wanna watch house bunny, so bimbo lah she!

Went out for dinner to thomson, then baby yy kept making funny faces!:D HAHAHA she's so cute.

Tmr going out with xy, and then meeting bf on wednesday!:D
Yay, happy days are here!

2008-10-02T03:53:00.001-07:00

Who i am hates who i've been

Today, studied SS. Then didn't go out, but heading for tuition now.

So just now i was looking through my old pictures, and i think i really kinda missed the days. Hur, waiting for sam to come back to singapore first. HAHAHA i shall wait for sleepovers. Everything else, maybe i'm just stuck in time. LOL. Today, i will treasure eveyone around me! Smiles all around.

Waiting for bf tonight!:D And quite scared for SS test tmr.

2008-09-30T04:59:00.000-07:00

One step at a time

Hello!:D Today was a good day:D Aft bio, went home to get some rest. Tried to figure out the lj with xy, but then didn't get it. Oh well, anyway, went to thomson plaza to get my stuffs. Ate really nice food for dinner:D Went for dessert, and then went back home.

Waiting for bf to call!:D

2008-09-26T00:48:00.000-07:00

LET ME SHOW YOU ME AND BF FUTURE HOME!:D
I self proclaim that this will be my future house!:D HAHAHA! I like it:D

I think the last room is the nicest!

Okay, bye!

2008-09-23T02:48:00.000-07:00

English&Chinese Composition

Today was the first paper, and so things were alright:D Tomorrow is history and english paper 2. I'm scared for history, cos i really want to do better for history so that i can pull up all my marks. Sigh, i dont want to be retained. I'm studying very hard for my history now, and i hope i know everything, gotta revise and revise all the time. Gotta memorise source-based too. SIGH. I hope i can remember everything, and that the things i studied comes out. I'll be rejoicing if that happened!

After tmr's paper, it would be maths! I really gotta buck up with my maths, i cannot fail Emaths. I hope to pass! EOYs is 50% of the whole year. Got to pass overall and at least 3 subs. Aiming to pass higher chinese too. I'm almost there, just hope overall can get 50plus for eoys! If i can, then i'll jump for joy! I've given up hope for additional maths, i need like a whopping 70 odd percent just to pass add math. OMG> So giving up. I'm praying really hard for all my other subs. I should try to study again for history. I want to study until in my sleep also can remember. Then its chemistry. I've been doing questions, and i really hope the chemistry test paper during end of years wont be that difficult. Dont want to fail chemistry either. Mugging hard.

I've got my lit paper on MSND. I hope Mr.Searle marks our papers, because he doesn't fail anyone. Not like the rest of the teachers )< Fail everyone. Dont know why he hasn't been coming to school! I have a feeling he's going to leave St.Nics soon. The teachers in SN are mean to him for some reason. Horrible lah they all )< Hope he can go find a better job somewhere else! Must study hard for lit, dont wanna fail anyhow. The next is social studies. Argh, i can't seem to do SS! I guess reading helps, but the format is slightly different from history i think(?) Anyway when i'm getting to SS then i'll find out. Mrs L.Tan said that we've got to do well in both history and social studies to do well in humans. Sigh, so tiring. But i guess i'm looking forward to everything else after the exams. Going here and there/

Today bf didn't go to sch! He said he was very very tired. But couldn't find him today cos i have no money at all. He asked me if i needed money but i dont want to take. So came home, ate, then started mugging. Yq and i are going to exercise aft eoys over! I'm going to pull bf come also!:D HAHAHA. So much to look forward to. But right now, try my best to do well for EOYs and then can enjoy if i do well. Going to have my chinese olvl on the 5th Nov. I'm scared! D: But then when i went to church, i learn that you can only do your best, and let god do the rest! So i shall:D So many things to do, so little time. Mummy's away, can't wait for her to come back! Oh well, time to mug again, waiting for bf to reply my msg! Bye!:D

I love bf!:D

2008-09-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

Sorry teeter boy! ):

Today was rather tiring. Woke up and had to rush some things in that were already due. Totally neglected teeter boy. Sigh, i'll find a way.

EOY scribbling days are arriving soon. Sigh, so much to study! D: Tmr is nana's birthday! I gotta study v.early in the morning tomorrow, to finish all my work. Sigh ):

I need to be better to tb ): forgive me please! ):

2008-09-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

Stressed out

Today left sch halfway cos my stomach was not feeling well. Got home and studied. Yq came over to study too, but left at arnd 2.30 to find kp! Anyway, continued studying, and now i'm feeling very very tired. Dont feel like going for maths tuition later tonight. I've got to mug like mad tmr, cos its a friday.

Ytd fell asleep and forgot about teeter boy. Sorry! ): He had his match today, i hope he did well! Yep, so tonight i've got maths. Up to you if you want to wait, becos i dont want to force you. Hope you had a great day!

So tired, but got tons more of mugging to do. History is the second paper, and its time to scribble for the exams soon. Sigh ): Can't wait for everything to be over. Well, gotta go, bye!:D

2008-09-16T06:43:00.000-07:00

EOYs in 6days

The past few days i've been busy studying. Met bf today,and he cooked for me to eat. Went to do CIP too. Pictures!

Yep, talking to bf later:D Yay! EOYs coming, i need to mug like hell. Bye!:D

2008-09-11T07:30:00.000-07:00

The last 12 days

So many things are happening within the next few weeks oh! EOYs are coming soon ): In 12 days, i will be scribbling for my life! I'm an endangered species yo. I dont want to be endangered! Everyone's going for study groups:D I really need to study. Probably going to pon sch to study at home. This weekend having study group with esther, xy, and some other people(?) Hahaha not confirmed anw! Going to study with twin too, but dont know when she wants to study oh! Scribble, scribble. Xy said that when i'm studying with her, i gotta make her really upset, to make sure she studies. LOL! Going to be mugging starting from tmr.

HAPPY 18MONTHS BF!:D
I love bf!:D But tmr i'm having service learning, so not sure if i'm meeting bf! He's got something on too, but oh well! Hahaha:D Bf is going to study with me too, cos he's gotta study for Alevels. Hohos free tutor!:D

Going to have to be in church at 6.45am on sunday! OMG?! Sigh, early to bed, early to rise. But i'm collecting my stuff from esther on sunday!:D Its off to bed, loooong day of sch again tmr. Well, entertaining kiddies time. Bye!:D

2008-09-07T04:28:00.000-07:00

Riot for cause

Today went for riot! Thank god for xy:D She was super funny. Saw sirin's band playing. They were good:D Then left, becos xy had to go for tuition, LOL. Riot was okay i guess, i was really just not in the mood for jumping around :/ I'm a bore. Pictures!

Thanks xy for being the blocking pillar:D And esther for making me feel alot better. Never going to go to one of such things again though :/ Saw people i didn't expect to see. I need to go shopping soon too. Studied the whole holiday oh, didn't manage to do the things i wanted to do. Sigh, anw. Watching money no enough at home, talking to bf later. School tomorrow, sigh, not ready for sch, but well its studying time! Bf today whole day was v.busy ohh, so hardly msged me. Want to see bf soon ): Okay, bye!:D

I miss bf!

2008-09-02T23:16:00.000-07:00

Suppose

Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I care
And suppose that spent all my nights running scared
And suppose, that I was never there

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too

Suppose we were happy, suppose it was true
And suppose there were cold nights but we somehow made it through
And suppose that I'm nothing without you

Suppose that I was wrong
Suppose you were here
And suppose that I reached out and caught your tears
And suppose this fight just disappeared

In my eyes I'm screaming for the sight of you
And tonight I'm dreaming of all the things that we've been through
And I can't hold on to you
So I guess I'll be lonely too
But I'd rather be here with you

Today studied as usual. Helena called me asking if i wanted to go bugis with her and twin, but couldn't :x Bf asked if i could go accompany him, yet also i cannot ): Sigh, studying kills. I think after studying, i'm become stupid. I cant even remember what year and month i'm in :/ Stupid or not. Going with daddy to play golf later, and then tuition at night. I'm v.sleepy, everyday get woken up at 9 o'clock! )< Sigh, i want to go get my backpack. Dont know if bf still wants to get his. Sigh, i'm tired. Still must go for tuition! |< Wait for me?:p Okay, bye!:D

2008-09-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

Deception point

Today went to bishan to eat ajisen:D Tmr daddy's at home, going to the library to make library card:D Talking to bf now!:D Going to wait for bf, goodbye!:D

2008-08-31T19:13:00.000-07:00

Monday, 10:14am

Last night, i stayed up making wild guesses-that got me nowhere. Today my mood is affected by the wild guesses that is going to make me a mean person. I think that everything has changed. And nothing really does stay the same. People say good things come to an end, and i'm afraid that end would come soon. I don't have a peace of mind right now. I feel like such a disappointment. I'm a waste of space. Sigh, i miss somebody, but somebody doesn't miss me.

I love my somebody,
Wont's somebody say he loves me too?

2008-08-31T02:35:00.000-07:00

Take the gamble

This morning went for children's liturgy with esther and the rest. Then aft that headed back to the church and went for mass with esther, andrea and justin. Went for my RCIC, and had alot of fun with the stupid people:D Aft RCIC, went to buy my meng's stuff and mummy fetched me home.

Mummy left today ): Sigh, i feel kind of sad without mummy. sigh. I miss bf alot alot ): Today, i felt horrible. I hate it whenever i get back my report book. Screw _\_ Probably no computer, no tevee, no everything. I'm like the living dead. Study all day long. 6 chapters a day. So much for a holiday. I fucking so upset today. I hate it, so irritating. If you think i'm going to fail and that i will retain then think your own way, i'm so sick and tired. I feel like giving up. No hope, i'm a goner.

Sometimes, i feel so angry i wish i could die in my sleep. I hate having to study. I want to grow up, and have everything planned already. I HATE studying. But for the sake of getting everyone off my back i have to fucking continue studying. Sigh, i have no right to be angry right. Its my fault that its like this. I'm so sick and tired. But no, everyone thinks it so easy. Then you do it lah! F it, i'm really so tired now.

I miss my mummy, i wish bf was here now ):

2008-08-29T06:56:00.000-07:00

Only fooling myself

Today was teachers day! Hohos, and it was v.funny!:D Sec.4 teachers were the funniest! Today didn't watch wall-e with yq&kp, but i hope can go sentosa soon!:D The funniest thing was that yy also asked me to watch wall-e with her tmr!:D Hahaha, but i couldn't go. So poor thing, i rejected a 3 year old ):

Okay, so today went to bf's place to cook. Was supposed to go supermarket shopping, but then sch ended late, so couldnt. Ordered pizza:D Hohos, he cooked for me seaweed chicken!:D

You know, i just realised, bf has bought me so so many bears, that i cant remember when i got all of them. Hahahaha, i still got alot more!

They're all cute!:D Hahaha, okay, off to bed now, sleepy, bye!:D

I love b, i love my family, i love my friends:D

2008-08-28T03:07:00.000-07:00

Disturbia

Its been so so long since i last posted! Yes, its going to be the holidays in 1 day:D Hohos, its major studying right now. EOYs coming, and everything else :/ Bleh i have to do better! I'm motivated to do better, seriously:D Hahahaha, study groups! And my new blogshop is changing to livejournal. Everything is so so busy! ): I need to get change for tuition, updates soon!

2008-08-22T19:13:00.000-07:00

BLOGSHOP
Please visit:D

Today i've got chinese tuition again :/ At 1230. Got to study too. EOYs coming soon. Sigh, must study hard. Bf is going to teach me:D Yay! He hasn't replied my msg yet luh ):

Just finished chinese tuition, and was looking through my stuffs. I need to go shopping:D Bf's going to bring me! But i dont know when yet :/ And yq and i haven't been to the beach, so again, thats something that i want to do this holiday. I better start mugging. Barely a month to EOYs and i dont feel too prepared :x Gotta study hard. 50% of EOYs is to see if i can move to sec.4. Must pass 3 subs including english. Suddenly feel very scared. Sigh, what am i to do. Just got to do my best! Things are improving. Just want to do okay for my end of years and olevel this year. Help me, god.

I want to make my own teddy bear:D I can go to build-a-bear workshop which is at plaza sing, or i can go get my teddy from gift greetings at great world!:D Want to go to Victoria Jomo at Haji too:D But right now i think i should just study first. Alright, bye!:D
beep beep, reply! ):

2008-08-22T06:29:00.000-07:00

Sprained ankle

Havent been going to school for 2 days now. But i'll go back on monday:D Yesterday was mummy's birthday!:D I bought her a card:D And i'm sewing something for her:D I hope she likes it! I love mummy:D

Today was xy's birthday!:D Didn't manage to go to school because couldn't walk. Went to doctors, got my mc. And can't do pe. Man :/ I really wanted to go to sch, but couldn't ): Anyway. Had a good day today!:D

Called bf today, and going to talk to him later:D Yay!

I love bf, i love my family, i love my friends:D

2008-08-20T07:14:00.000-07:00

I sprained my ankle

Today sprained my ankle, hurts like helllll. This morning fell down because my ankle felt like jelly. Couldn't walk properly. Went to school, yq helped me!:D So i hopped all the way to the canteen, then got too tired, then started walking again. HAHAHA. Aft that, took chem test. It was so much more difficult than the first paper. Screw, so i mean. Thats unfair, really. Then went for bio, did the starch test, then aft school went to meet bf!:D Didnt need to walk at all. Sry for not being able to accompany you esther! ):
Bf was damn funny!:D But my ankle got worse. I nearly cried. But ate ice cream:D Bf carried me down the stairs!:D V.strong! And then cabbed home.

My ankle is alot better now, thanks!:D Maybe going to sch, maybe not. Yay, bye!:D

I love bf!:D

2008-08-19T04:19:00.000-07:00

Treat you right

Dont know why, but right now i feel so used. Urg, i hate that feeling really. _\_ I'm so so so feeing angry/sad/upset. I'm oversensitive. But whatever, i'm so sick of it right now.

School was fine, had alot of fun aft sch. Laugh laugh laugh. B today not in v.good mood. And then elit thing is screwed. Okay, i'm so weird, i'm going off now. Can't be bothered about anything already.

2008-08-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

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aishyn:she sucks she sucks! )< rarr!
SHIJIE:You all today slack lah!:D Hahahaha did you stay in starbucks the whole time?
valerieHahaha alright, do you want me to link you?
Denise!Hurr, thanks for listening to me rant:D Lets eat soon alright?

Love like this

Friday
Went for tuition at kovan. Maths was v.fun!:D Yenyee&grandma sent me there, and waited with me. The car trip was not that long, and then i ended up being v.early for tuition.

Yep, so had dinner at hougang mall. Ate thai express:D Went to buy fruits and headed home.

Saturday
Went for flag day today!:D Was a rough start in the beginning. Didnt dare to ask anyone for donations, asked jy to help me. Then aft a while walked to wheelock, and then alot of donations:D Hahahaha my tin was heavy! Alot of people there donated:D Coins and notes. Gave the little kiddies more stickers:D Then aft went to douby ghout with twin&kp! Then kp keep asking us to ask from th ahbeng&ahlians. Then twin and i all dont dare, LOL:D And then in th end tsk ruined my whole day. _\_ Dont want to talk about it. Went home aft cip, then went for church.

Came home, and then rested:D Going to study chem v.hard. Must prove myself! Rarrr )< Bite you. Dont need to go back popo's place today. Yay, tmr going to teach little kiddies again!:D Will be alot of fun. Mummy left today ): I miss mummy.

Today b had his match, and his team played v.well:D Hoho, knew you guys could do it! B then went t wk's birthday party. Not sure what time he'll be back. But i hope he will call me soon! I got alot of things to tell himmm. Okay, bye!:D

I love my family, i love b, i love my friends:D

2008-08-13T01:18:00.000-07:00

Bf:Sigh, bf i got alot of things to tell you, i miss you ):
aishynI tell you, i'm so so so angry.
SHIJIE:Alrights then, dont worry okay?:D Happy is the way to go.

F you, tsk

I hate tsk. F you, just cos i supposedly, 'did exceptionally well' then i cheated lah. F you. Keep saying i cheated, and some more ask me t stand up. Pls have some respect and shut the f up. Go ruin everyone's day. So hm, if i fail then only i didn't cheat is it? Wow, no idea how you even made it as a teacher. Look down on us, only investigating us. And you pressure me to tell you that i cheated. Dont fking stare at me like i cheated becos i didn't cheat. You're not fit to be our teacher. You dont want to listen to our explanations. Are you going to give me a 0? F you. I hope that one day you'll know what it feels to be put in our place. Becos you dont even know, you assume. Give a zero? You're such a whatever. What goes around comes around. Ihy, really. WHY DO YOU KEEP PICKING ON ME. LEAVE ME ALONE. Well so be it, assume whatever you want. I studied for the test. So is it becos i cheated thats why i did well? Okay, whatever you say. Today didnt feel good at all. Got scolded by chinese tcher. And this one is another one. Keep calling me. Today i didnt bring textbook and suay suay come call me. F you too.

Went for recess, thank you nehneh, for being there. Felt alot better. Went back to class, and talked with nic, natasha, janna&jy. Janna said that she'll help me, so thank you. Coming back to class after recess was a joy, really. I hope tsk doesnt come tmr and the day aft. Nic and I were talking, and everything. So yeah, jy is damn weird lah, but oh well. Fun fun fun. At least got my mind of f-ing tsk and the f-ing whole matter. Oh please, its really such a f-ed up thing. Dont want to tell mummy abt it, becos i dont want her to worry. I'll just wait for the consequences. Its better to keep it to myself, right. Went for bio, talked to twin and everything.

B whole day didnt even msg once lah ): He's out now, miss him! B always knows what to say. Sigh, waiting for b to msg me! Alright then, i'm done venting! Bye:D

2008-08-12T03:56:00.000-07:00

Shijie:Cheer up alrights, things will go well:D
shuxiangggg:Hahaha how was the fireworks?
elmo:Ha, not yet, people said the braces hurt.
aishyn:Whoa! Hahaha you see, it wasnt that bad right:D
Esther:Why didnt you come to sch today!:0
BELLE:Replied alr:D

Bf:Thanks for my presents:D Ily! I know you're reading this!:D

Happy seventeenth:D

School was as usual, nothing interesting happened. Maths test was bad. Boring :/ Went to see some person's blog, laughed my head off. Went to bf's place, and had lunch:D I did pushups:D He bought me my fav. oreo cheese cake:D And bought me lunch. He made so much effort to make today special:D Thank you dear! Bf makes me happy:D Today he bought me something really cute!:D I love the pooh holder, and i love the candy:D

Thanks for today bf, ily:D This is the best love i've ever had:D

2008-08-09T02:19:00.000-07:00

5 more days:D

Bf is at the hotel now, and not fair, he get to watch NDP from his window! ): I'm so jealous! He invited me to watch fireworks:D Yayyyyy but not sure how i'm going to get there. But oh anw, i think i'll meet bf tmr!:D And also nehneh to send wj off!:D Its so early in the morning! But anyway, hahahaha. I'm so bored right now, so i'll do some random quiz. Also, i cant wait for monday!:D Yipeee, going out with twin!:D And might be meeting helena&yuhui. Not sure yet, but i think it'll be fun:D

1: Place your ipod on shuffle
2: Click next for every question
3: Use the song title as the answers

1: How are you feeling today?
Avril lavigneHot
2: Will you get far in life?
Ashlee SimpsonEyes wide open
3: Whats your best friend's theme song?
Jesse McCartneyJust so you know
4: Whats the story of your life?
Nine DaysAbsolutely (Story Of The Girl)
5: What was high school like?
Ashlee SimpsonLove makes the world go round
6: How can you get ahead in life?
Timbaland Feat. Tony Yayo & 50 CentCome and get me
7: Whats the best thing about your friends?
Corrinne MaySlow down
8: Describe your grandparents
Michelle BranchEverywhere
9: Hows your life going?
Skye SweetnamBilly S.
10: What will be played at my funeral
Backstreet BoysPanic
11: Will you have a happy life?
Gwen StefaniDont get it twisted
12: What do your friends really think about you?
Fall out boyGolden
13: Do people secretly lust after you?
Jesse McCartneyRight where you want me
14: How can you make yourself happy?
Hilary DuffCome clean
15: Will you ever have children?
Kelly ClarksonBreakaway
16: What song would you strip to?
Jessica SimpsonA public affair
17: What does your mom think of you?
Boys Like GirlsUp against the wall
18: What is your deep, dark secret?
Jonas BrothersWhen you look me in the eyes
19: What is your enemy's theme song?
Daniel PowterLost on the stoop
20: Whats your personality like?
CiaraGoodies
21: What will be played at your wedding?
Chris BrownRun it
22: Which song would you have sex to?
Michelle BranchYou set me free
23: What song would you suddenly scream to when you have the fits?
Petey PabloShow me the money

LOL. Super fun lah:D Okay, shall do another one next time. Yay:D Alright time to go, bye!:D

2008-08-08T00:33:00.000-07:00

I'm living in the past

Many things have happened so far. I miss my bestfriend so much. He seems to have disappeared ): I want my old best friend back. There are so many things i haven't told him yet ): Bestfriend come back! ): ): ): I neeeeed to talk to you. I got alot of things to tell you. I miss my bestfriend ): I want to see bestfriend soon ): ): ): ): I wish best friend can be with me till the end of time. I think i'm over senstitive, but thats me. And only best friend will put up with my nonsense ): and make me happy. Sigh, i hope bf calls me later!

Alot of things have been going around becos of the chemistry retest. I mean alot of things have been written saying that cheated here and there. Discrimination, and everything. Its so frustrating. Alot of finger pointing here and there. Please stop, because if you dont know and say, i think, or my friend said this and that. Then i think you shouldn't make assumptions.

Today was the connect singapore thing, and then this happened. So terrible, singapore drivers. All of us were waiting for a full one and a half hours to say a 10 second pledge. One policeman tried to control traffic, and this was what happened. Vulgarites.
http://www.blogger.com/video-play.mp4?contentId=73942be59bbc382e&type=video%2Fmp4 t point

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SAM!:D I LOVE YOU!
I love sam dearest. I'm going to see you soon:D Yipeeee!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE GERARD AND UNCLE CHEONG
Their birthday is on the beijing olympics, so cool:D Having dinner with my family, pictures:D
(Updated) Yes, i'm home from the birthday celebration!:D It was fun fun fun. Took photos, but too lazy to upload all. We took at 8:08pm. LOL. Seriously v.funny!:D Okay, pictures!

Yay, happy birthday to both my uncles! Talking to bf later:D Yay! Tomorrow is national day, i'm in such a happy mood:)

2008-08-05T04:55:00.000-07:00

Stay forever

School was school. Many unhappy things, i want things to be better. Sigh, please dont be sad anymore nehneh, please cheer up!:D:D:D:D Stayed back for chemistry test. It was alright i guess. And then after that, went to see dear dear best friend:D Bestfriend gave me many hugs:D Ily best friend!:D:D:D Tomorrow will be a better day. I still got a bit of stuff to get, so anyway, its just going to be better. Tomorrow brings new hope.

2008-08-04T01:09:00.000-07:00

30 Seconds To Mars

LIMYINGQIHahaha alright, i'll pass you your letter tmr!
DeniseHaven't met in ages, and it sucks. Meet soon? When are you free?:D
LippyHahaha thanks bestfriend!:D

Yesterday went to teach little children how to be holy, and then aft that went back home for chinese tuition :/ Dont like chinese! And then grandma brought be to town to get my stuff:D That vintage store is having some mega sale, so if you want to buy some stuff, better go and get it now! Trained back with grandma.

Aunty pat&aunty jaq was at my place:D Yayyy, i haven't seen them in so long lah ): Cant wait for uncle gerard and uncle cheong's birthday, its this friday:D Yipee and on saturday we're playing pinball. Whole family, yay!:D I cant wait, and on sunday, i want to eat buffet:D Bestfriend said he's treating me to eat, HAHAHAHA. I love bestfriend:D Okay, so sunday it is. After buffet, got to go back to church for some briefing. Dont know what it is though, but should be about the overseas mission trip.

Today went to school. And i was late. Stupid, didn't know that it was at the hall. Screw, its the 1st time i'm late. Dont want to be late anymore. Had PE, played softball. Didn't manage to finish watching the show Hotel Rwanda. Went for recess, talked alot with daphne, and dont worry I'll always have your back <3 Many things, many things. On the bright side, wrote letter to yq, and going to communicate through there. Tomorrow will be a better day. Went for history lesson, and i kind of enjoy history lesson. Mrs Tan told us abt the history of nanjing. Omg, damn gruesome. Then went back for math lessons. Nic, natasha and i were like choosing stickers instead of listening to the math teacher. I understood what she said, but i still think mrs yeo is better.
Did not stay back for maths today, because i came home to study. Called mummy and told her that i did not want to stay back because this teacher cant teach and she said if its like this then dont need to stay back cos she knows i wont pay attention and i could use that time to study chemistry. I love my mummy! She didn't force me to stay back cos she knows that i'd rather study chem. So on wednesday i might stay back. Tmr got chemistry, so i'm memorising most of the things now. Must study hard for chem. Do it well:D Chemistry is after school, and it is a 50mins test. Mrs Tan said that its harder, so really must try to do my best.

I believe that tomorrow will be a good day. From now on, i shall study hard because i cannot slack anymore. End of years is coming, and i must do well so that i can enjoy my holidays:D Chinese olevel this year, trying to ace it so that i maybe can use it as one of my subjects in L1R5. All the way until sec.4 no more slacking! Bye now!:D

Its a beautiful lie,
Its a perfect denial,
Such a beautiful lie to believe in.
Its time to forget about the past,
Its time to wash away what happened last
Hide behind and empty face
Dont ask too much the same
Cos this is just a game

I love my bestfriend,
I love my mummy,
I love my family
I love my friends:D

2008-08-01T01:44:00.000-07:00

aishyn:Hahaha good lah:D Have you done 2.4?
Kenneth:Thanks! Its forever by Chris brown
LIMYINGQI:I love twin too!:D When is teeter bs coming up!:D Help me with background pretty please:D
Jiayu:Hahaha yes i know! Your camera was seriously invaded by xy's horrible zilianess.

Someone help me with background please?

Hello:D Today went to school, everything was pretty fun! Came home and slackkkk:D Anw, got picture from jiayu's blog. LOL. Xy is such a camwhore, take so many photos and put as other people's dp ._.

Going to the club later, watching some movie :0 Mummy and daddy want to watch, so me and grandma going. I came home and drew. I want to set this as my background! Someone help me pls!:0 Hee, i hope b waits for me later:D

Twin going to set up teeter.bs.com! Yay, cant wait for it to be up:D Alright got to go, bye!:D

2008-07-30T03:04:00.000-07:00

Forever

Today was a good day, me and b are okay now:D Yay, i'm happy. But sigh, i feel as if i am such a big burden to b. I still love you a whole lot!:D Anyway, today aft sch, went to town with xy! Got my max&more. When into vintage, xy went nuts. Okay, going back there really soon:D And the LV dress was damn cute! Anyway, enough with shopping.

I want care bear. Anyone want to buy for me the orange care bear!:D Today found out loads of things. So cool, anyway, i love teeter boy!:D Hell cute lah! Originated from yq. And please teachers, does teeter boy look vulgar. Please, it looks more like an egg. So dont know why the teacher want to scold her. Please, teeter boy is harmless. I feel like drawing teeter girl. LOL:D Okay i shall draw!

Anyway, i still think teeter boy is cute. Originated from maths. Wow, the wonders of boredom! Yq is super creative lah:D I want to see b really soon. I miss you! ): Off to tuition, bye!:D

2008-07-29T01:06:00.000-07:00

I'm leaving, never to come back again

Went to school today. Felt very weak in the morning. During SS, felt kind of bored. Didn't want to go to sch actually, but sch turned out to be fun:D Then all of a sudden, Mr. tan started to talk about his NS times. He say the people there come from all different backgrounds and they have 'sexual desires'. Then he say that he has friends who used to talk about things that are very degrading to women. Then aft that he talk about parachuting. He say that people parachute then lanbd on tampines expressway, rofl. The only army stories i've heard of are the ones that have ghosts in it. LOL.

I love b to death, i cannot live without him. Dont make me forget because you know i can't.

Anyway, on a happier note, i'm feeling alot better today. Still sick, but not so bad. Something funny happened during SS/ Mr tan was talking about how he wants to be a business man and own many shops. Then this is what happened.

Mr Tan: "One day, you all will see me in the malls"
Esther: " The mosque!?!

Chinese free period was really fun. Nic, xy and I were laughing at funny stuffs in the magazines. In lime, there was this section were it said: 7 ways to annoy passengers. And my favourite line was:

Start doing the kallang roar and get everyone to join in
Lame, and whats the kallang roar! Anw, aft sch went to hub with twin, and cabbed home. Feels great to be home.

Helped yenyee tied plaits. I feel happy, i want to stay like this! Tomorrow another day of school, i'm looking forward to it. Bye!:D

2008-07-28T02:21:00.000-07:00

You think you're loving, but you dont love me

Limin Hahaha okay, how come i dont see you online! :0
Samantha Thanks:D Cant wait for you to come back! When you coming?
aishyn Thanks:D Sry today didn't go to your sch, fell sick! How was napfa?
Denise Yes i did! I look younger right, LOL. I miss having dinner with you lah ):
Centaine ;D Okay, linked you alr:D

I've fallen sick today ): So didn't go to school. Finally, went to the doctors, and got my medicine. Have to take 3 tabs 2 times a day ): Got MC, so not sure if tmr i will go to school :/ Stayed home and sleep. Thank you all those who msged me to get better:D Went to thomson to get lunch. I can't walk fast either. Sigh, weak. Hope b did good for match!:D Still want to go to town to get stuff. But now sick so cant :/ National day is coming!:D And olympics. Playing paintball on the 9th:D Weeee! Can't wait, never play before! B invited me to eat buffet, hope i can go! Alot of things coming up. I'm happy:D

Cos when i was younger i would say,
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star,
I wanna be in movies

2008-07-26T23:24:00.000-07:00

Time is waiting

Went to town with daphne ytd!:D Didnt meet helena, jh and grace cos they were at bugis. Had alot of fun, watched teenage icon, no comment!:/ wonder who would get into semi finals. LOL. Daphne bought her billabong backpack! Hahahaha. Trained back with daphne:D
Peektures

Today went for RCIC, it was abit boring cos the little children didn't respond to us! ): Alright, looking forward to next week's lesson!:D All the crazy children. Hope brandon wont ask me to tell me exorcist stories already. HAHAHA.

RCIC is really hell fun with them:D Can't wait for next week!:D Seeing b tmr, watching match! he's passing me my black book. And then now he's stuck on maple story again. What happened to dota, cabal, or whatever is it! LOL. Kill mushrooms!:D Hope he's awake already. Anyway, off to church now. Bye!:D

2008-07-25T03:09:00.000-07:00

Life's a blast

Fell sick today :/ Not again. And then after sch, went with daphne. Ate prata sausage, and bubbletea. Went to thomson plaza, she went to do her hair! Then i went home, hope to be able to go town later to meet twin and twin's bf!:D When i was outside, ran all the way back home cos i was scared of weird people. Then got this 2 boys say, "Jiayou jiayou! Run faster!" Walao -.- then i stopped running. Came home and yenyee was at the door and grandma was outside waiting for me!:D

I tell you, next time one day yenyee will become a model. She so young already can pose seh:D

Hahaha if next time she be model, i be her agent:D Hahahaha! She's super cute lah:D Today b having a party. So maybe cant talk tonight :/ I'm falling sick so easily. Sigh, and i dont tell you i fall sick cos i want you to care abt me lah ): I tell you also you still the same. I wish you really care for me ah! But oh wells, and you know, i've got something to tell you! Anyways, tomorrow will be a a good day:D Yipee yay!:D:D:D:D:D Bye!

2008-07-24T01:49:00.000-07:00

I dont want to fight, i'm tired of being sorry

Yesterday after maths went to meet b and then went home late. I was so scared in the cab. Seriously, i had 999 on my phone screen! You know why, cos the driver was a cheekopek, and he went the wrong way. Tell him to turn at the next one he anyhow turn. Anyway, got home late. 7 plus. Rushed to tuition. And I enjoy learning point:D

This morning, woke up feeling really sleepy. Msged b. And then off for recess:D Aft sch, went with twin to eat:D Yay, it was fun, and then off back home. Going for maths later ): And i'm so tired. Not sure if b will wait for me to get home. I hope so!

Anyway, nothing much happened today, but i'm feeling abit sad. Sigh, going to town tomorrow i think! Anyone want to accompany me? Dont want to play dian deng pao alone! So anyway, i'm off, bye!:D
Only took 1 picture, from limin:D

Who are you,
Why is it that sometimes you feel like stranger,
Stay close,
Please dont go.

2008-07-22T00:47:00.000-07:00

The lock on the door has changed

Just got back from school. Was fun at school. People ask me why i cut bangs, cos they say i look better with my previous fringe. Okay, so i'll wait for it to grow back, becos my previous fringe was fugly. So yep, I will wait. See if i can manage my bangs first or not. I guess i look my age now. Small girl, small girl. After school i had to go for chemistry remedial, and xy was the only one that didn't go! D: So anyway, I'm home now, and feeling abit tired. People say yq and I look alike, HAHAHA. Until limin sends me the photos, i dont have the ones we took during recess. It was so funny. Tomorrow will be a good day:D

Old pictures from aust. Finally got it.

Yes, and so, didn't meet b after school becos he said he had no mood. Alright then, its okay, dont want to talk about it. Just felt abit sad and upset lah, but i mean, oh well. Just forget about it right. I'm going to stay happy. I'll see him another time. Really felt very upset cos i was looking forward to seeing him. Aiyoh, i already said dont talk about it and i'm still talking about it. Really very tired already.

Yes, and so, i lost my appetite. Didn't eat lunch oh well, lose weight. I want to go out soon. Picnics:D And yes i am happy again. Goodbye!:D

2008-07-21T03:51:00.001-07:00

:)

Ytd was feeling rather down, but today i'm feeling a whole lot better:D I look forward to school everyday:D I've learnt a method to keep me happy. Face your troubles with a big smile, no matter how hard it is. Even though things have changed, they'll soon the be same again:D Thanks alot alot alot b for making me laugh yesterday. I feel so blessed having you around:) You cheered me up alot, thanks, ily:D

Today after school went to cut hair. And i cut bangs. LOL. Me and yq become twins already! LOL. Yq say tmr help her make her fringe like mine. Hohohos:) Tmr will be a better day! Going to b's school tmr, but i really dont want to go alone ): So hopefully got people want to accompany me! Talking to b tonight:) Yippe yay, tomorrow will be a better day!:D

2008-07-20T06:22:00.001-07:00

EXCLUDE ME FROM YOUR LIFE PLEASE, I DONT WANT TO HEAR IT. I HATE IT, PLEASE EVERYONE, JUST GO AWAY. NO ONE CARES ANYWAY. GOODBYE. I DONT NEED YOU PLEASE I JUST WANT TO RUNAWAY PLEASE SOME ONE SAVE ME, I AM SUCH A LONER.

2008-07-19T17:22:00.000-07:00

Leavin'

Woke up at 7 plus this morning becos of daddy, he had to go for golf. Going for church later, yipee:D Going to teach little children about god, HA HA. I have to talk too. Going at 930 to discuss lesson plan, and then little kiddies come in at 10. Hope that i'll be able to take pictures with little kiddies. Well, actually, i just hope that they're friendly!:D

Ytd fell asleep before b did. He was playing his psp D: So didn't talk long. And i hope to see b soon! Maths test was alright, thanks to jingyang's teaching! Hahahaha i like sitting next to tian cai. If i do well, then can see b more often! B's birthday is on the 29th October, Wednesday! Yay, i want to celebrate:D After his birthday, then its olevel chinese, 5th November, next wednesday ): Hur, anyway, still wanna celebrate b's birthday:D

And just now was jumping from one blog to another. So many people are sad, seriously. I see them just like wishing for the past. I mean, dont be sad, there are so many things to be happy about! Like, happy things:D Can't think of any right now, but i'm sure there are many happy things! National day coming, and so is the olympics:D I dont know why, but i'm actually quite excited to see the olympics:)

Have you seen the NDP mv? :/ Um, hahahaha its different. No comment really. But i think the newspaper man is really poor thing ): and the little girl who keeps colouring her drawing block red is kinda cute:D Nathaniel ho is in the vid with some girl, dont know who that is, never seen her before. But she looks alot younger than him. So hmmm. The song is slower. I think the song that most people know how to sing is stand up for singapore LOL.

That's the video, alright, i'm off:D Bye! Updates later.

2008-07-18T19:56:00.000-07:00

Love me for me

Today, woke up for tuition :/ Feeling abit sleepy ): But going out for lunch with grandma&uncle! Ytd, met b, lz, and jer. Couldn't stay till 9 as promised, cos grandma wanted to eat with me. Sorry i disappointed you b D:
Yesterday stayed up thinking about many things. And i thought i through. Imagine life without having you in it. I can't. Your birthday is coming soon! Let's get you a birthday cake this time alright. Get you a digimon one:D Sometimes there will be things that you won't understand, but lets just focus on the present. I remember you said that you don't think about the future you just think about the present. I'm glad you've learnt something from me, i think! I'm sorry for all the constant disappointment. But thank you for always forgiving me. I hope that you're studying hard. I've yet to pass you your econs book, so remind me to pass it to you. I want you to be happy, no matter what you're doing. Thanks for being so sweet, ily always.

I've learnt to have faith and place trust in god. I thought that everything fell apart, i felt that we would never talk again. But i guess that isn't true. I feel that now everything that matters is what is in the present. As long as your heart is full, what is there to be sad about. Thank you daphne, for not having forgotten about me. Sometimes I really do miss sec.2 times, because it seemed much simpler then. Yes, i miss the haircuts, shopping, hubs, bubbleteas and walking around. I have yet to write your letter, but i'll write it when i can. I know someday, everything will be fine again. Drifting apart, well, lets try to be close the gap and not drift so far away, because i still hope that times will be the same. Maybe its wishful thinking, but its a hope.

Live life to the fullest. Don't regret. Thank you b for always being there to listen, hiadi for being the leaning shoulder, xy for listening out to me and letting me bully you, daphne for not forgetting me and listening to me complaint, many others too. Thank you for just being there.

I'm not sad/emo, i just finally managed to say all that i've always forgotten to say,
Goodbye <3

2008-07-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be a better day

Today was actually a pretty good day. Had my LC, and then recess and everything. Didn't meet b today ): Cos he went to pick tino up. Yes, and I have letters to write. Wanna get alot of stuff, but then really have no time to get them. Whoo ): Anw, b scored 7 goals in the soccer thingo, yipee:D

I need to start being who i am again, becos its easier that way. Yes, i've been through alot to realise that. And i'm through with it. Whatever comes, comes. Take it in your stride and move on:D Upload pictures later, i've got no time now. Time to go off, Bye!:D

2008-07-14T04:10:00.000-07:00

I want to run, but only far enough so that you'll miss me

Today, went to sch, saw hiadi, i felt happy:D Jingyang is a good math teacher:D Aft sch, went to b's sch:D Watch the matches, and then met cf, anna, vic, and many more. Cannot remember! I saw b play:) Nat couldn't come. Anw, went to 'eat' with b, lz, ting, derek. B was super nice, and walked me to the 'taxi stand'!

I feel sad, kind of. I miss the old times, but I think its time to forget about it completely. Whats done is done, there's nothing left.

2008-07-13T05:22:00.000-07:00

Osim

Today was not a good day D: I started cussing in the morning ): Anw, it was fun:D Osim triathalon. Didnt get all the pictures, so this is all i have, so far. Hahaha. I wish b could have come today ): But anyway, meeting him tomorrow! Yipeee:D I cant wait!
Will upload more photos later. Its super funny, seriously. Photos from long ago, xy is weird:F I made her put her belt super high:D Photos are way too big to post ):
On saturday, mummy&daddy went to pick durian ._.

It was really funny:D Anw, school tomorrow. More pictures soon, i'm lazy to post now! Nights!

2008-07-12T03:13:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna say i love you in the best way i can

Happy sixteenth hun:D
One month passed so fast! You were super sweet ytd:) I have a present for you! Will pass it to you soon:) I LOVE YOU:D

Doing CIP tomorrow, will update more tomorrow:)

2008-07-07T23:01:00.000-07:00

Your love is just a lie

Sick today, so didn't go to school. But going tomorrow. Hope that everything is okay in school. Didn't meet lip today cos he had extra math class. So anw, i'm watching the ellen show on star world. Its so funny, cos she was talking about high school proms. And she said that people should all follow their dreams, and said that she'll be a great guidance counsellor. It was so funny. On finding a job
High school kid:I love numbers, but yet i love working with old people.
Ellen:So be a bingo-caller.

I want to go walking. Doesn't matter where, just feel like going to walk D: Tomorrow is chinese olevel oral, i'm really scared. Because i dont want to screw it up. Pray, pray. Seeing b on friday:D Yay. Tests, i've got to study for them. Term 3, term 3. Sigh, work hard, work hard.

2008-07-07T00:38:00.001-07:00

I'll make it right this time around

I was feeling very happy ytd, when B called:) First time talked for so long in ages. I remember happy times, and everything else. I was feeling very happy this morning. Aft chinese tuition, went to parkway for lunch. On the trip back, i was thinking. Just thinking. I realise everything changes. What people say, it doesn't always stay the same. You can say something, and then within a month everything changes. And so, just find it very. I dont know. Anyway, I'll always remember, hold the friends close, hold those important ones close. Forget about everything else. I thank god for many things. I thank god for having b, yq,daph, xy, jh, hele, feely fel, dong dong, my friends sitting around me, church stnics , my family & others.

I feel happy around them. Simple things are also fun. Church is fun with krys chng francine and long. Krys and i were looking out for XX. Omg, then we started laughing. So stupid, toad boy. LOL. Still sick. Still coughing ): Tmr going back to school. I'm excited. For some weird reason, excited to see everyone!:D I want to meet b soon :) But when i've stopped coughing that is. I hope i dont pass my germs to other people. I should start wearing a mask. Yes, so that has been enough for many other things i wanted to write, but i've forgotten.

Forget the past, make the best out of the present.

Rise- Will Dailey
Listen:D Its really nice.

2008-07-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

Dont it feel like there's something wrong with his kiss tonight

Its the 2 day since hearing b's voice. He ignore me )))))))))): Dont already lah after you become old man! Old man old man. Grow up slower lah. I'm feeling so much better now, thanks for all the 'get-well-soons' :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D Hope i will stop coughing soon! Going for church, then daddy was so funny. Ytd he bought L the movie. Then after that he say that he want to go to j8 buy all the popcorn, nachos and hotdogs bring home have our own 'home' movie. HAHAHAHAHAHA omg. So funny. We should be watching by 7.30:D Wooo 7.30 movie! There are so many things i want to do during the september holidays! Swimming, sentosa, bugis, and alot of other things:D Aft i practice bowling i trash you! So i need to work hard for this term! Sitting next to jingyang helps:D I hope i'll do alright for oral D: Alright then, off to church! Bye!

2008-07-05T19:11:00.000-07:00

Sick.

Yesterday, fell sick again D: And then this morning threw up 4 times. Sigh, feeling so horrible now. Still have tuition later at 11.30. Didn't talk to b ytd D: D: I miss b ): Hope tonight can. Anw, i need to shower now. Bye!

2008-07-03T23:15:00.000-07:00

Better In Time

Wednesday
Ate KFC with Xy and Esther. Omg, Xy was so embarrassing. She started acting funny till everyone stared at us okay D: Oh well, then after that went home to get ready for tuition.

Today i fell sick, went home early. Left early cos i was really sick. I have to drink water, cos i dont want to be sick for chinese oral. Cabbed home, b accompanied me on the phone, thanks:D I love b! And mummy called. Went home grandma made me drink some horrible drink. It was some herbal tea i think! Omg, it was so gross. The taste was bitter and then sweet and then bitter again. It makes me cringe. Came home, slept, and then having dinner now. Watched ellen just now:D I love ellen.

Okay, bye!

2008-07-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

The only thing that doesn't change, is change itself.

Today, i played soccer with little children:D Hahaha, it was really cute, actually! I managed to save a goal! Korkor and jerriex were with me too! At first ting ting was super nice and treated us to have lunch and ice cream! Yipeee. It was really fun. It feels good to have nothing to worry about anymore:D Call yq, to make sure she was okay! I was worried!

Yq is sad D: Everything has changed, i suppose. Nothing remains the same. I will buy you fish balls! So please dont be sad anymore! I do like my place, with tian cai on the side. Hohos. LOL. Anw. I hope korkor will like the drawing:D I'm sleepy, bye!

2008-06-28T19:56:00.000-07:00

Sundays

Yesterday was really bad. I fell sick D: Today gotta start on my elit work already. I miss lip viu D: I hope monday can see him! But i think that there's maths after school. And I'm excited about school on monday! I don't know why, but i'm glad that when i go to school i can see everybody:D I shall not have sad thoughts anymore! I shall be happy! And draw:D I hope tonight can talk really long:D I've done all my homework, and i feel really accomplished.

Advertising for Isabelle

The price of the dress is going for $25.90

Anyone interested, please leave a note! Thanks.

I think this dress is nice. Isabelle says that she can imagine me in it, LOL.

Should i buy it, should i buy it? :0

2008-06-27T07:17:00.001-07:00

I love fridays

Talking to talking buddies now. Went out with grandma, happy happy! Waiting for lip viu now:D Yay, good night!

2008-06-25T03:50:00.000-07:00

I wish time froze

I'm feeling alot happier today, and thats good:D Went to sch, ran with hiadi, daphne, jiahui and helena. Then we were supposed to change our seats, but in the end, all never change. So tomorrow i guess. But i dont want to swap places. I like the place i'm sitting at right now. Went for recess with daphne, helena, jiahui, michelle, dionne, limin and hiadi:D Long time never go recess with them already. Daphne cheer up, dont be sad, i can be your self proclaimed boyfriend. Whoever try to jio you i box them:D

During bio, hiadi was drawing the things we wanted to buy, and i was just watching:D Hahahaha, i can't draw for nuts. I think it was nice, really! I want to go bugis soon:D I've got open house this saturday. Hope to be able to go out after that! Yay yipee.
The one on the left is hiadi, the one on the right is me

And then after school, it was off to bestyfriend:D Went there, ate abalone noodles! Yipee, i love that noodles. Wanted to watch dont mess with the zohan, but then couldn't. So anywayD: Whoa, first time i slow danced. I hope you like the marshmellow! There's chemistry test tomorrow. Have to study it tonight! Alright, bye!

2008-06-24T04:53:00.000-07:00

Im sensitive

Today, i was feeling very sensitiveD: Thank you for listening. Xiaoyu, yingqi for putting up with my annoyance! And thanks daphne for accompanying me on the phone. Thanks felicia, for smsing me at night to make sure i was okay. Thanks jiahui for cheering me up, leroy too! So thanks:D I l am so grateful for you guys. Tmr have to change seats ): I dont want to D: Met lip viu viu and alot of other people. Went to derek's, and watched i pronounce you chuck and larry. Lz, batman and tinghan also went.

I want to go to bugis soon. With hiadi, daphne, jiahui. I know what i need to get already!
I want to get:
Black jacket
Blue top, Black top, White tank
White shorts, long skirt
Sliver waist belt, Black belt

Yep, i've got my list. Tomorrow will be a better day:D

2008-06-23T04:32:00.000-07:00

I want a new phone.

Today came home from school feeling very tired, stayed back for maths, and then went home to rest. Came online to find my samsung glide. Its really cool. Aunty pat's in the states now, so i'm going to ask her to help me check the price of the juicy phone. Yeps, i hope that i can get a new phone! Tonight going to sleep early, because i dont want to feel tired tomorrow at school. Lip viu viu is going to call me later:D! Alright then, bye!

2008-06-22T04:22:00.001-07:00

Back from camp

I am home! Oh yay, finally finally. I made new friends at camp:D Met clarice! Hahaha she's nice nice. Talked to her at night when isabelle was gone, but couldn't accompany her back D: Sorry! So after getting picked up, I came home to call lip viu viu. Then told him what happened during camp. Camp was pretty fun! I think the games part was the most enjoyable. Nic and me didn't get wet. And then battleship thing was seriously scary. But i guess it was fun! And the toothpaste game, omg. LOL. So funny, the boys put all over, then say shaving cream ._. LOL. And then we had 'talks'. Sex/Marriage and etc. That kind of talks. & they showed us the abortion thing. It was so sad, they break apart the poor baby's hands, legs and head. It was just horrible. Destroying their own children. And some of them looked really cute. Babies have fingernails:D The hands are so small. Children are cute:D Had mass on sunday morning.

For these 2 days, i only slept for 4 hours. Cos we woke up early. I am such a pig, when everyone else woke up, i was still half asleep. Tonight must sleep early. Finished printing all my assignments, so must remember to bring them to school. I love my bestfriend lip viu viu:D Cant wait to talk to him tonight:D And and, I am happy that i am going to school tomorrow! I have decided to be optimistic, so that school will not be such torture. I hope tomorrow will be a good day! Thursday is chinese olevel oral. I have to keep practicing. I hope that god will help me, so that i wont be so scared, and will not stutter. Jiayou, i know i can do it:D

HIADI:Me too, but i'm glad that i'll be seeing you soon:D
DAPHNE:We took that in sec.2! LOL. Replied on your tagboard too
JIAHUI:Hahaha yeah, suddenly felt like editing them. Oh anw, how come you switched to livejournal!

2008-06-20T01:09:00.000-07:00

Love isn't about finding someone you can live with. Its about finding someone you can't live without.

Today, i'm going for church camp. I've just finished packing. Dont know why it seems like i have to bring so many things. Yesterday, b called. So sad )': Cheated my feelings! Send me flowers:D I like flowers now:D Need to pack mt bag for school on monday. Holidays are o-v-e-r ): Nevermind, its back to working hard! Work hard, work hard, work hard! This morning, bored, so edited some photos.

Got the jubilate photo:D

Have to go continue packing, Bye!

2008-06-19T06:45:00.000-07:00

2008-06-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

I♥Fy

Today hun called me in the morning:D Talked until 11 plus. Then did my work before going out to j8 to get grandma's kettle:0 Haven't packed my bag for camp&school. I want to go shopping ): I feel happy today! I hope i can see b tmr before going back to school ): Yesterday was horribly funny. I was in the car, and the song no air was playing. Then after that,
Grandma: She can't breathe?
Me: What! Yenyee can't breathe?!
Grandma: No, the song. The woman say she can't breathe.
._. LOL. Then aft that, yenyee suddenly said," No air no air no air" As if it was one word! Hahahaha omg. It was super funny, seriously:D

And yes, meet my new boyfriend bob! I love bob:D

Bob is the cute. B went to dye his hair black, yay. Black is nice, so dont fuss over your hair alright:D So now i guess its off to do work again. Bye!

2008-06-17T20:13:00.000-07:00

Angry )<

Ffffff you. I hate you i hate you i hate you _\_ _\_ Sigh, make my life so fucking shit. I HATE YOU! I hope you choke D: Humphh, screw you lah!
______________________________

I think thats enough. Oh well. Today morning, b called me at 5 to accompany him. Then slept again at around 630. Super super tired this morning, but woke up at 10 and then started doing my chemistry. Later going for lunch and have appointment at 2. Not sure if meeting aunty pat today D: Bored and lonely. Sigh, forget it. I miss b like shiat ):

2008-06-17T04:35:00.000-07:00

Watch kung fu panda:D

Today went out with aunty beebee and yeeyee:D Went to vivo, watched kungfu panda. Its funny:D And its nice, people should go and watch. Visited daphne, jiahui and helena at vivo. They were working at the sony, and then fel was at LG. Went to uncle gerard's place today, but then rushed home for tuition cos i forgot today had tuition. But anyway, we were still on time for the movie.

I miss b :/ Bought stuff for everyone! Okay, must finish doing holiday homework! Bye!

2008-06-16T01:11:00.000-07:00

3 Truth, please go to edulearn, there is a piece of chemistry homework for you to complete by wednesday, thanks.

Just came back from australia ytd night, feeling abit tired, but happy to be home:D The room was really cold, freezing at night. And the bed had no heater. Almost everyone had a cold D:

The next day, went to fremantle, but ended up sending pgm back aft half hour ._. So aft sending pgm back to the apartment, we went for a spin. Uncle charles drove and daddy navigated. We stopped at some place to check where we were, and then marcus tried to drive :0 LOL he kept braking.

The 2 adults can't stop using their blackberry )<

Aft we got directions, we headed to buy wine.

The place was called sandalford. We drove in and the place was really beautiful.

After buying the wine, everyone went to the garden to play!

Daddy and auntie leng

The next day we went to sam's school. Her school is quite big.

Then aft that, went shopping at habour town, then went to have dinner at some vietnamese restaurant. Drove home, and fell asleep really quick. Sam and Jo stayed over at our place. So Elwin and Johan had the tv for the xbox. Sam, steph and I just went to sleep. I was really tired :/

Next day went to hilary's boat habour. Some stupid man there tried to bully us. Stupid man, _\_ him.

Went shopping at hay street after that. But there was nothing much to see as compared to habour town. Went to target and got some stuff that were cheaper.

Went to some hongkong place for dinner. Food was served so slowly, all the children waited for around one hour for the adults to finish their food.

It was the last day, so we had dinner with sam's family and everyone else. They sent us to the airport.

The holiday was pretty fun, but now its time to start school again. Thats all, bye!

2008-06-10T07:02:00.000-07:00

I'm leaving for my granny's place now. Leaving for australia tomorrow. Thanks for making my day b:) And library today was really fun. Thanks for cheering me up, b, daphne and xiaoyu. I hope mummy and me will be fine. B take care of yourself, Xy i hope you learn muay thai, Daphne, i hope to be able to visit you when you work at vivo! Hiadi, take care, i pray i can go for picnics:D I hope everything ends well. I hope mummy doesn't get angry anymore. She doesn't want to go with us back to granny's. Sigh, well i guess i'm the cause. Goodbye, i'm off now. Take care!

Dear god, i pray that things will be fine again.